Took Hank and Dulce out today.

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I hadn't thought of it like that.  I thought of it more like we were being kinda selfish. I haven't gotten an answer to my email though.

 We are just so crushed losing our little girl so soon to something that could not have been prevented or predicted. We took Hank and Dulce to pick up Midge's cremains this morning. I thought we were going to unravel when they handed us the tiny white box and a clay print of both her front paws. We went through our favorite coffee drive thru after. That was hard. Sundays we usually go to the Farmers Market.  I don't wanna face all those people who will be asking about her...I think we will spend the weekend trying to put things and ourselves back together. We have talked about making a place for Midge's ashes and making a stepping stone to mark" her spot " in the yard.